somethang new.

hello bloggers. never blogged before, but i've been in the mood for something new lately & i guess this is it. my name is nery. i'm a fat fly chic. are you surprised!! hey! not all big girls are nasty looking and disgusting. i love myself!! i can't get enough of myself. noo im not conceited! but my self esteem is up there! & for once in my life i'm proud of who i am. it took me a long time to get here! i use to be the shy heavy set girl, always embarrased of what others would think of me. not anymore. i have haters tooo, yes i know it's sad! but fuck it! i like it! lol. everywhere i go i get noticed, not always in a good way of course. but people notice me. i always get that stupid line from people especially guys, "ma! you're so pretty for a big girl." ok! why can't i just be a pretty girl!?! i take time to look good! i always have some fly shit on. i mean i wish i could shop at places like forever 21 for my clothes, and get some hell bellz shit, but unfortunately i can't! i make the best of what i can get. & if you know anything about fashion, then you know Torrid is the best store for big girls. i shop there so much, that all the employees know my name! lol. don't get it twisted though, forever 21, gets mad money from me, i buy lots & lots of accessories & bags from there. i've always been a sneaker girl! nikes till my death!! but in the past year i've really fallen in love with shoooes!!! i can't get enough of them & i will spend my last $$$ on a pair!!! i never knew i could love something so much. my nikes & js get jealous, im pretty sure, but i still show them mad love!! lol!! i remember the years i never wore makeup! i always did the real natural look, some blistex & i use to be on my way! not anymore! makeup is so much fun! i love mascara, eyeshadow, liner! bright red & fuschia lips rule in my book. everything about makeup i love, i'm currently trying to work on my brush collection. from cvs to MAC to sephora, i'm a makeup whore! i can't live without. i have tons of nailpolishes from white to lime green to black to purple & blah blah blah!! lol. i change my nailpolish color just as much as i change my undies. i work hard to afford everything i have! & in Feb. i'll be living on my own. i'm kind of sad cause i'm def going to miss my mommy, but she'll only be like 7 minutes away. & i know there's nothing like living on your own! so i can't wait! ikea here i come!! lol.