freak a leak!

i'm so glad i am off the weekend! see i work every other weekend, & that freakin' sucks! but i gotta make that $$$! soo i have a couple things planned, but as we all know usually plans don't happen, so im just going to go with the flow. i have to remember to go get a new digi cam! i have two broken ones! :( i hate to go anywhere without my camera! especially if i have a rockin' time. but hopefully i can remember to get that. sooo today was an okay day. i worked & the state board was there watching everyone making sure everything was getting done right. today was the third day that they were there, not too bad. the first day the lady followed me while i was passing out medication to my residents for two whole hours!! i was so mad! luckily i did a good job. she didn't have any complaints. :) i'm glad that's over!! i stopped by my hoods local hair discount store. i get happy when i go in there! cause they always have the best fake gold bamboo earrings! lol. i got a couple pair for like 5 buck$. not tooo bad. then i chilled with an old friend today. i haven't seen him in a while! so it was nice to chill and jump up on a cloud! lol. we were watching Americas Best Dance Crew!! it was actually gooood! my favorite so far are the B Freaks! those girls are fire! i was trying to find a video online of their performace but i guess it's too soon to get one. well i guess that's it for now. got some other things that i want to post but im getting sleepy. so until next time! <3

somethang new.

hello bloggers. never blogged before, but i've been in the mood for something new lately & i guess this is it. my name is nery. i'm a fat fly chic. are you surprised!! hey! not all big girls are nasty looking and disgusting. i love myself!! i can't get enough of myself. noo im not conceited! but my self esteem is up there! & for once in my life i'm proud of who i am. it took me a long time to get here! i use to be the shy heavy set girl, always embarrased of what others would think of me. not anymore. i have haters tooo, yes i know it's sad! but fuck it! i like it! lol. everywhere i go i get noticed, not always in a good way of course. but people notice me. i always get that stupid line from people especially guys, "ma! you're so pretty for a big girl." ok! why can't i just be a pretty girl!?! i take time to look good! i always have some fly shit on. i mean i wish i could shop at places like forever 21 for my clothes, and get some hell bellz shit, but unfortunately i can't! i make the best of what i can get. & if you know anything about fashion, then you know Torrid is the best store for big girls. i shop there so much, that all the employees know my name! lol. don't get it twisted though, forever 21, gets mad money from me, i buy lots & lots of accessories & bags from there. i've always been a sneaker girl! nikes till my death!! but in the past year i've really fallen in love with shoooes!!! i can't get enough of them & i will spend my last $$$ on a pair!!! i never knew i could love something so much. my nikes & js get jealous, im pretty sure, but i still show them mad love!! lol!! i remember the years i never wore makeup! i always did the real natural look, some blistex & i use to be on my way! not anymore! makeup is so much fun! i love mascara, eyeshadow, liner! bright red & fuschia lips rule in my book. everything about makeup i love, i'm currently trying to work on my brush collection. from cvs to MAC to sephora, i'm a makeup whore! i can't live without. i have tons of nailpolishes from white to lime green to black to purple & blah blah blah!! lol. i change my nailpolish color just as much as i change my undies. i work hard to afford everything i have! & in Feb. i'll be living on my own. i'm kind of sad cause i'm def going to miss my mommy, but she'll only be like 7 minutes away. & i know there's nothing like living on your own! so i can't wait! ikea here i come!! lol.